Listening to: nothing
Ladies and gentlemen of the jury.
I present to you exibit A.
I've come to hate this pathetic existence. I'm constantly lonely, and I just want to give up. I don't want to work, study, and to put it simply, I'm sick and tired of having to wait for friends to sneak onto the computer or phone. I just. Want. To. Rest. I want a day where I don't have to worry about things, or a day where I'm not being nagged to death...I want freedom. I want to say, "Screw off!" To the people who make my life a misery, and I just want to sit by the fire with a blanket and cry.
Sure, I'm a big boy now, I can handle everything no my own. I have to support my family, and I have to make it through school..I would honestly like a time where I could play a video game uninterrupted, without being dragged off somewhere, or talk to a friend without their fucking parents forcing them to do GOD knows what.
but hey, whatever. I'm just sick and fucking tired of it today. And I wish I could be happier. I want a day.
That's what I want.
Not staying up until unearthly hours, just to get some 'me' time,
Not working full days.
Not being bothered by petty problems...
And I don't want your sympathy, or your hate. I don't give a shit either way. But hey, this is the closest thing to a fucking vent I have, alright? So there.